YAHM’s world

Hoho, finally wan to write this blog again. Recently pc tong tong chiang liao, so always using housemate pc n dont felt like writin g blog anymore. But still, i’m back in action.

Emo agian, must be pressure lo, going to finish thesis next week n pass up, then wait 4 viva (not the proton viva…, if yes will be vy good lo ). Next step? donno yet, still blur…i think everyone go through it right? Hope it will be the right path lo.

Hmmmm, wat to write ah?? Juz now found out basically i’m quite emo, so…, this helps in understanding others’ feelings as well. Good thing thou, if u know how to control this emo thing la. OR ELSE, it will killing u softly with it’s ’song’, vy song lo. Haha

Listening to fish leong punya ‘living pain’, or can say it’s got life punya PAIN. sounds like a person name…Like this song vy much le, trying 2 find the mp3 4 so long then baru reliaze that is in my pendrive coz copy from friend’s song folder. Planning to change it to a guys song, then will be vy nice…But the song a bit short at the chorus part. hmmmmm

ok la, felt better now, juz nid 2 talk more so can live longer le. Juz now felt that susah nak breath thing agian, juz a bit bit bit only la. I quickly eat some wheat cracker n drink more water, then gone liao. Hmmmmm, weird… donno wat happened 2 me, maybe nid 2 check the lung n c why a lot of ‘tham’. OK, not those ppl with this surname, ok? Going to zzz 4 a while. This song guy’s KTV also not bad, but after a long time of listening 2 it a bit bored le. The cantonise 1 also not bad, his sound is better le.

OK la, say 1 2 chao liao still write n write n write n write n writen…STOP!!! Next time la, i write more lo, ok? Planning to….STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bye. STOP!!! ok, ok STOP!!! err… STOP!!!

Went to Sunway Pyramid last Tuesday. Firstly thought of going to the lagoon but tidak buka!!! So, next time pls dont go on Tuesday! Twice d i kena this, haiz…

Quite nice trip. 3rd time go skating n i now can go by myself. Great experience. N i said to myself after the 2nd time skating that i dont wan 2 do it anymore…now wan the 4th time pula, hahahaaaaaaaa

Bought a new hat, really like it. This time i plan NOT to loose it anymore. Pray 1st……OK! now wearing it vy often. So happy.

It’s holiday season, almost everybody went back hometown. But 4 me still the same coz i’m still doing my thesis. Recently lots of things happened n the lots of feelings n emotions as well. Donno why??? juz felt need to do smt bout it as time goes by n things still pending…So sien, drag drag n drag…

Must come out of it n chong, chong chong ahhhhhhhhhhhh………………………..

Yesterday, 17 Sept 2008, first time being attacked by asthma, cause shd be the expired bran gran. At first i had my breakfast at bout 1030am. Then go online until 1220pm. Suddenly i cough n cough n cough coz got flam in my throat. Then, i go to take a bath. I think shd be suddenly cold. I started to had difficulty breathing, felt like going to die, i quickly go down stairs. Praise God, BL, Josh n JY is there. the asthma started at 1240pm n lasted till 2pm ++. Is a long long long time n i felt like eternity. The flam juz stuck in the trachea n really vy vy vy hard to breath. Then i slept from 230pm until 4pm. OK d aftertat.

Didn’t really hv time to think bout God. Really horrible!!! For those who say when u r going to die then they repent, pls DONT! U wont know when n how u will bye bye.

Basically i expect more love n care during that time but wat u 1? Dont expect too much from others. If u do, sure going to be disappointed. I’m talking from experience here (this dont always apply in every situations, u know…)

I’ve thought that if i die, then no need to do thesis d…hahahahahaaaaa…….But heaven dont wan me yet. Coz i know i still hv things to accomplish for God.

Food poisoning, is ti so??? Will food poisoning cause difficult breathing? Hmmmmm, donno le, maybe can check online.

Yesterday evening still go play Frisbee, but cant really play hard as still cant breath properly when tired. C the coming day how la…

Long time haven post a blog as a bit lazy n also my comp ‘gong’ liao. I think is my processor le, 7 yrs d, followed me 4 7 whole yrs, good n faithful comp. Now going 2 say bye bye…not sad coz old one no go, new one no come, hahahahaaaaaaa (come on, juz a comp,not living things ma)

Recently a lot of things happened, n God is bringing me back to Him. Back to the basic of loving Him. Interesting, right? Very different experience. Haven really got to go through it n analyze…Give some time la, still recovering from sickness (flu), but I’m healed!!! Yeah!

Must continue to be excellent!!! GAmBateH…

A divine exchange happened 2day. Meeting with Him in a setting where is like meeting with a King. The same song we sang yesterday meant differently 2me 2day. It’s like telling me He is there n is a privilege 2hv Him there. Then, the exchange happen lo in the end. Vy prefect timing. nice…

Talked with them but both of them were arguing. It makes me sad n finally i take responsibility for things happened. That moment, juz felt emo coming up n tears juz went bursting out (juz a few drop la :P). i’m sad 2see they r arguing n sad that he is still so stubborn. Juz like in the hong kong movies, two people were quarreling n the third person juz shout, asking them to stop n take up all the responsibility. EXACTLY!!! Donno is watching these type of movie too much makes my tears drop or is it really myself wan to cry? Not important anymore coz after the tears, things get better n it ended well. That’s important!

Juz talked 2 a bro, telling him all the ‘theoretical’ things about God being the center of our focus. Easy to say but hard to learn. But i think practice makes prefect lo. Pray that he will be blessed through this conversation n also in seeking God.

Life has to go on, although things may seems too much thou. Yesterday Olympic opening is good. But didn’t watched until the end, a bit regret le. Anyway, i think utube wil have that.

These few nites slept quite late, donno why…but day time wil be quite tired as well, haiz, better zzz early n wake up early. So, time to sleep liao, 225 d, late late late…or shd i say early early early…???

Did some terrible things yesterday, haiz, now donno wat to do…but life must go on, so repent n continue to run lo. This shd be the right attitude. For those who facing troubles, don’t get too disappointed as there is always hope, as long as He lives, n He always do :D.

Hope that everything will be settled ASAP lo. 2nite wil be a hard time as well as a good one coz will share with some1. As it is said, a burden shared is half the weight but a joy shared is twice the happiness. YES!!!

Firstly, the book i mentioned yesterday is good. I’ve read a few chapters n found it interesting.

OK, 2day is named dish day becoz we hv a farewell dinner with a bro tat’s going 2 KB next week. Then, i washed the dishes in my house for no reason (or can say 2help out them :P) but expect others 2help too…n u know the last scenario la.

Still, it’s a chance to serve others as they r pretty busy in leading the Kingdom of God. Then, stomach not good, got wind inside, haiz…Bad things do happen together at the same time, maybe God is testing me lo. So i wash with joy n love but didn’t finish all of it as 1 2 pengsan d. The rest wil hv to wait coz nid to soak in the water 1st. Quite satisfied coz washing dish is my strength as i always did it when i’m young (not that i’m old now, juz a comparison la)

Late, so nite nite!

Juz came back from a talk about the religion of buddha n how 2know them more. Nice principle, good teaching n i like his voice, very very very nice sound n the ascent is good. Ahhh, very nice indeed.

God reminded me about Himself, He is the one tat is powerful, nothing else is much more important than Him. He has the answer, n i got some revelation during the p&w too. Nid to pray 1st, pray pray pray……gambateh!!!